its friday night.....

i'm sittin at home doin homework and watching season three of One Tree Hill... i like this sitcome by the way, its pretty good and Chad Michel Murry isn't to hard to look at... lol... anywho i was sittin in bed typing up my paper for school and my dad yells from up stairs to come up there quick. now i'm thinkin o great mom is sick again right.. o no, my brother and his girlfriend were out and he got into another fight and some chic ran over his girlfriend and they were heading to the hospital... no me being the big sister that i am i was upset because my brother just can't seem to keep his mouth shut and when he is drinking he wants to fight which is what happened tonight... so anywho my mom goes to the er to make see whats going on and to make sure everyone is ok.. which they are by the way... thank god!! so now they are all on their way home and there isn't any bad injuries... so anywho i can't sleep ovbiously because there is this guy who wont get out of my head or my heart but he is kinda a jerk, but i can't help loving him... no stacy i'm not drunk... hehe... but i think its time to move on but i say this every 6 months or so and it never happens... i tell my friends that i need to find someone else and then i wouldn't be so caught up on this guy either but who knows you know. i've never accualy go out to meet anyone and when i do go out i go out drinking and i'm not going to meet a n ice guy there. i've done the whole internet thing and that doesn't work either.. so who knows maybe just stop looking but then i get to thinking that i don't want to be alone and thats a whole new issue in itself.. anywho thanks for reading leave me some love and advice i could use some...

Hi

So I was inspired to start a blogspot from two of my friends who have them. I have issues in my life that I really can't figure out, so maybe some of you could put your two cents in and help me out. Anywho one of my friends told me to write down my goals and what I want to acheive for myself and my son. So i'm going to start with my goals for the year. first i have been walking to loose weight, I can't seem to get it off though, but i'm trying. Second i want to finish my classes online, i decided to do the whole internet classes online thing so i could work and take care of my son also. so thoses are my goals for this year. i know i jump around and this may be confising for some people but just bare with me and i'll get the hang of this. there are some people who i wouldn't want to see this and thank god they are computer illeritet(not sure how to spell this word).


so put your two cents in and help me out....

thanks, Nicole